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Some1

October 13, 2009 @ (don't matter)

There was this girl. I had known her for years and years. I met her in 5th grade and ever since then we became friends. We wouldn't talk much but we'd always have something to say to each other. We grew up...her becoming gorgeous day by day and me realizing how much this girl knows me. We'd literally sit for hours talking about our lives and our beliefs. She had a cold outside, but inside she was warm and sweet as sugar. She went out with my best friend at one time and I didn't mind. I always felt she would come back to me. So I waited. 2 long years I waited until finally all those times of going to her house to have sandwiches got to me, all those times of sitting in class cracking on everyone else got to me, all those times of hanging out and generally loving each others presence got to me......I fell in love...or so I thought. I felt perfect. Everything was right. Just being in her presence took away all my demons, my frustrations, my unwavering pathetically insignificant life. I felt like a person in front of her. Like I mattered. I fell in love with my dream girl.

But then things got different. She went to college and hooked up wit some dude...She swore it was a mistake and that it was the first time she had gotten drunk. My dumbass believed her. Why? Because I believe in HER and ME...together. I told her we'd work through this. A couple months later, she told me she had to break it off because her parents didn't approve of me even though they had known me my entire life. They thought I was unpredictable and was going no where in life just because I wasn't becoming a doctor. She told me her parents didn't approve and I believed her. We broke up and God did it fuckin hurt. I couldn't talk to her, email her, nothing. She said her parents knew about us and were making sure I didn't call her. I lost touch with her. My best friend told me he went to go see her to console her because he knew we were both going through a hard time. He came to my place afterwards and TO MY FACE told me that nothing happened. After that, I went to India.

When I came back, I lost my soul, my heart, and my general appreciation for love. My best friend, who has known me just as long as she did, tells me that the day he went to go see her...something did happen. I was a broken man. In one swift move, I lost any connection to my love and my true friend. I cursed her for breaking my heart and for doing something this cruel. As for my best friend, I forgave him with my brain but not my heart. Both of them hurt me in ways I didn't know humans could be hurt. I had done no harm to any of them. I showed them love when everyone else showed hate.

The story goes on. My best friend went on...back to his old girlfriend. She forgave him and they moved on. And for her...she has a new boyfriend. A douche. Some fuck who will probably end up worse off.

My entire perception of people changed that day. I don't know if I should put more trust in strangers or in friends. At least strangers won't lead you on when they fuck your shit up.

I'll admit. I had my faults. Maybe I was going too fast with it and I jumped into things. but I truly felt this was it. My dumbass never felt so stupid in my entire life. I should've calmed down and played it slowly. She told me it wasn't gonna work, but I told her we'd make it work. I just never knew I was the only one workin at it.

I've had so much shit hit me in my life. Car accidents, fist fights, fights at home, fights with friends, broken bones, shattered eyes, surgeries, deaths, fires, rejection, loneliness, isolation...and yet. the only thing that ever REALLY hurts me...is a broken heart.

Chris

October 13, 2009 @ (California)

Tags: heartbreaking

This isn't an especially exotic breakup, but it certainly broke my back. When I was an intern, I took a weekend call pretty early ... on a Friday night, so the amount of trauma we saw was very heavy (idiots drinking/driving, getting stabbed, etc). That 28hr shift was pretty much the worst night of my life b/c of:

- my first end of life discussion w/a family
- getting my chief to come in was like pulling teeth
- a couple of traumas came in basically DOA
- my medstudent, despite being warned that it was going to be a tough night and that he should read up on diagnosing traumatic injury, decided to read up on wiring of cautery knives ...
- ... then had the nerve to cuss me out for not treating him like he knew anything, despite him never reading, never knowing anything about patient treatment other than pain level
- the floor nurses refused to take verbal orders, making me actually walk up to the floor and write it in the patient chart (no matter if I was in the middle of a Code Blue or not)
- in fact, I got into lots of arguments with nurses about retarded crap
- the next morning, I was so busy in the ER, the oncoming resident had to see all my patients, making me look like a total douche
- I didn't sleep
- I didn't eat after lunch
- hell, I didn't even get to sit down at ALL that night

So I finally get home, almost getting into an accident on the way home b/c of exhaustion, and I get into bed and crash. 10hr later I wake up, still wiped out, hungry as hell, and figure the only thing that can make me feel not like shit is talking to my [long-distance] girlfriend of 20 months.

Well, literally just after I said the words "I don't think I'll ever have a worse night in my life," she cuts me off and says that she doesn't think we should date anymore. I was so exhausted I could barely put up a fight. I just slept for another 24hrs, and didn't eat until 2 days later, when I came back to work. Absolutely heartbreaking.

It was at that point that my realization dawned: being a doctor SUCKS; THIS is what I busted my ass, all my life, my dream, for???

Alvin

October 13, 2009 @ (NY)

Tags: Whore, dirty girl

I went on several dates with a girl who was way out of my league and way into me. Things were going great. Then I found out through my friend that she told him she'd been raped at a party, and that she couldn't handle a relationship right now. I felt like I'd been punched in the face. Didn't hear from her all day that day.

By the end of that week, I'd found out she'd been "raped" by an ex-boyfriend of hers with a six-pack. And about 2 weeks after our thing ended, she started dating some chick. When my friend confronted her about this, she told him "but I'm not dating another guy". They've already moved in.

Life is very weird sometimes.

Rick

October 13, 2009 @ (TX)

Tags: divorce, kid, life, sucks

After talking to this girl online for a year, we finally get to go out and things go great. Not long after going out with her another time, she tells me she's gotten back with her ex....even though she said she wouldn't. Normally a story would end there, but no. I continue talking to her because I'm not sure how her relationship with her ex is (I assume it's already bad considering what she told me at that time.) Next thing I know, she marries him. Then, she becomes pregnant with his kid, to which her ex leaves her and they divorce (an ugly one, considering the ex was trying to blackmail her into staying with her). Instead of continuing my relationship with her, I end up being her "counselor" during her situation and pretty much ended any hope I had with her.

Paul

October 13, 2009 @ (Maryland)

Tags: Friend, Voicemail

I was dating a girl for a couple months when out of the blue I get a voicemail after school of her breaking up with me. I was mad that it was a voicemail, but I was all that into the relationship to begin with so we were able to stay friends. A few months later after I had gotten a new girlfriend and the love of my life, she decided to express her feeling for me, saying that she had never actually broken up with me and that it was her friend that left the voicemail.

Lolgrl1

October 08, 2009 @ (Dallas, TX)

Tags: tx, dallas

Ok well I was dating this amazing guy for 8 months and I told him were going to need a break. for a bunch of reasons really. i think that he has hurt, or at least he seemed to be, but the next day i got a blast of truth. He was already dating some other girl that I knew had liked him since 4ever. My guess is that he's always liked her2. and get this... he like totally made out with herright in front of me. i was so hurt, but acted like I didn't care. I'm cool now, i am dating again some one who cares for me 4 once in my life!!!!!!!!!!!

Eric

October 05, 2009 @ (Secret SecreT!)

Tags: secret

I was with my psycho X for roughly two year. About 6 months into the relationship I wanted out, but she got psycho suicidal on me. I grew balls and was DONE!!! Was the happiest time of my life, TILL she sent a text saying................... she was preg!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!

Turns out it was all bullshit... crazy bitch

Julz

October 05, 2009 @ (uk)

Tags: uk, life, death

Warning: really really sad:
My best friend of 10 years, and the father of my child is killed in a car wreck. Two months later my bf leaves me for his *NEW* girlfriend

Tammy

September 30, 2009 @ (New Jersey)

Tags: nj, love, life

i broke up on my 1 year anniversary :(

Charlotte

September 22, 2009 @ (Dewey Beach)

Tags: life

boys and their video games. unnamed_boy wouldn't stop playing that warcraft game. so much that it was killing our relationship. i couldn't even get him on the phone to break up with him. so i logged in and made my own char, then i dumped him on there