Sara

August 15, 2012 @ (Slovenia)

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Our story is now almost 7 years long. With zillion of breakups, cries, backtogethers, now I can finally say it's over. When I look back now, there's been more bad than nice times, I often felt rejected, humiliated and not loved.. What took me so long? Low self esteem, not a drop of self love and addiciton. The last drop over the top was last month of our "relationship". In May I got pregnant.. Then he fell in love with someone new - so he said. We talked on the phone about the situation we had to solve somehow. I've decided that the abortion is the best solutin for me.. The day I went to the hospital, he wasn't there for me. Yet the "good" thing came out of all, I didn't have the abortion since I misscarried the child. It was probably somekind of a sign, that that person is really the best to stay away from. But the pain of his actions was and still is sometimes unbearable. I am moving on now, day by day, hour by hour with thoughts of lonliness mostly in my head. But my goal is now to get over him and find love in myself, the long missing self esteem and the partner I deserve. I know I will be ok! :)

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Krissy

September 16, 2012

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Sounds like he was a jerk, you shouldnt need or want a man like that in your life. it must be lonely, especially when your so used to that relashionship, but honestly, it doesnt sound nice... find who you are, and build on your confidence.. if you dont like yourself how can you expect anyone else too?

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maya

August 15, 2012

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had exact same story , you are not alone !

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