Confused

January 23, 2012 @ (adelaide)

Tags: hurt, confused


So i was at school walking around when this guy called me over too him, wed been talking alot on facebook but hadnt officially met. he was such a sweetheart and anything you could ever want as weeks past i started getting feelings for him he admitted he was too wed text, latenight phonecls, hug and his when we seen eachother at school. I really feel gor him and he always said he had really big feelings for me too until oneday i found.out he got into a relationship with another girl. he just kept lying and saying he wasnt but i knew it was true. i was so hurt how could a guy lead me on so far then just act like nothing happened. we stopped talking for awhile and then oneday he told me whenever he seen me hed remember the feelings he had for me and stuff. then 8months past and him and her broke up and he started texting me again and he got his bestfriend too text me and i was getting along well with both of them until james(the guy who played me) stopped txting me but me and beau (james bestmate) kept texting wed talk everyday and night and id tell him how i still had feelings for james and hed tell me to tell him and then a month later beau and mine texts got flirty and he ended.up coming to my house after showcase he parked behind.the fence and i snuck out to see him and we were play fighting then wed hug and then we starting kissing and we were talking and mucking around then.kissing again.and then.he had to leave to pick up his mate and he kept txting me after that we got along well but when i wss with him id have huge butterflies and a warm fuzzy feeling and this was the third timee being with him then the next day after school he picked me.up and i went back to his and we were being goobs and kissed againand i was there for awhile then id left to go home. tthen a few weeks later he asked me if it was ok to tell james that hed kissed me and stuff and i was like yeah then james started txting me saying beau and - kissing in the tree blah blah acting all jelousy now its been 2months and i thought i had feelins for james still and told him i wanted to be with him and he told me he felt the same but then.his ex told me he had kept ringing her telling her he still loved her and how he was flirting with other girls so i soughted my shit out and stopped talking to him and ive realised i like his bestfriend and his bestmate says he still likes me abit and his who i imagine myself with now. i honestly am so confused i dont know what to do cause i want tk be with beau so thats why i stopped talking to james but i dont know whether to tell beau how i feel or just stay friends with benifits cause i really like him and i know my situation could ruin their frienfships but it wont. and i dont know what to do ? Please help guys xx


       


 

Comment on this breakup






matt

January 23, 2012


Adelaide chicks are hot! Aussie chicks are just hot


     


dylan

January 23, 2012


Just have sex with both of them ;]


     


laura

January 23, 2012


Admit how you feel


     


hayleigh

January 23, 2012


Tell him how you feel a heart wants what it wants xox


     


dave

January 23, 2012


James seems like a player so i wouldnt go for him just make sure you know what your doing and sought your head out have a good think and do what you must. but within time.tell beau how you feel otherwise itll be your loss


     


daniel

January 23, 2012


Stuff james his missing out on a great person. tell beau how you feel otherwise if he goes finds a girlfriend because he thinks your not interested youll regret it cause youll be wishing you told himso tell him!!


     


savannah

January 23, 2012


I know what it feels like. you meet s guy there everything you want. they do the most cutest things make you fall hard than bam kick to the gut and you hurt like hell and you wish theyd realise your the one they want. i sugest YOU tell beau how you FEEL before its to late. otherwise youll miss your chance and it could of been love that you were feeling like yous probably are supposed to be tofether i hope things work out for you darling.


     


savannah

January 23, 2012


I know what it feels like. you meet s guy there everything you want. they do the most cutest things make you fall hard than bam kick to the gut and you hurt like hell and you wish theyd realise your the one they want. i sugest YOU tell beau how you FEEL before its to late. otherwise youll miss your chance and it could of been love that you were feeling like yous probably are supposed to be tofether i hope things work out for you darling.