Jayleen

May 17, 2011 @ (e.c)

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hi my name is jayleen and im 13 years old and this is how the it all happened:last year (2010) a boy named carlos wanted to be my friend and then after a while when we started to get to know eachother more , he asked me out 3 times just for me to say yes ; and one day on april 27,2010 we were talking over the phone and i was talking and then out of nowhere he cut me off and asked me out and then i said i dont know i have to think about it because you know that i have no feelings for you in that way and then and then he said aww okay i guess and then i said dont be sad just text me or call me tomorrow and i will tell you my answer and then he said okay and thats when we had hung up and then the next day,while i was at school,he texted me and the text said "hey this is carlos so whats your answer"and then i said my answer is yes and then he said he loved me and then i said i love you too and then after a while later (days,weeks)thats when i really started to fall hard for him and then so 2 months had passed and we got into an arguement and i got to that point where i was really mad and just blew up and started saying things that i didnt mean and then i said "its over im done with you carlos!!"and then he said okay and then thats when i finally realized what i have done and then i started crying my heart out! and i was crying so much and bad that i couldnt breathe and cried myself to sleep and then the next night,he texted me saying"are we really over?"i texted him back saying yes why? and then he said oh okay because im gonna ask out your best friend and then i said who is my best friend and then he said winoska and when he said that,that really hurt me more than me breaking up with him and i started crying so much and bad that my heart broke into a billion pieces! and even though he wasnt my first boyfriend,he was the first boy i ever loved and cried for and i never knew what love was until i met him i was 12 years old in the 5th grade until i knew what love was and that was because he showed me what love was and he proved to me that he was different from the other boys i ever dated and everyday since we broke up,(july 11,2010)i cry myself to sleep until this very day and i regret ever leaving him but i didnt know that i needed him until i left him! and i have full experience on what love is that i learned from a very young age and when i tell people this story,they cried


       


 

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Kate

September 27, 2012


You are the stupidest kid in the world. If people cried during this story it was out of laughter. You dumb little ass.


     


Kate

September 27, 2012


You are the stupidest kid in the world. If people cried during this story it was out of laughter. You dumb little ass.


     


jayleen

August 18, 2011


(Part2)He Meant Everything To Me ;; We Were Madly In Love Even Though We Are Really Young ;; But When I Had Left Him, We Both Knew That This Relationship Was Serious Cause We Cried Over Eachother And We Both Did Not Cry Over Any One Else Before ;; * And He Told Me That I Was The First Girl He Ever Cried Over ;; Cause All His Ex Gf's Did Was Play Him And Stuff ;; But I Was A True Gf To Him ;; Andd He Said That I Was His First Real Girlfriend .. Oh And My Current Boyfriend Always Notices Im Sad All The Time And Depressed ;; He Always Says "Babe Whats Wrong?" And I Just Say I Dont Feel Good Or I just Say Nothing ;; Even Though Something Is Wrong But I Just Dont Want Him To Know The Real Reason Why Im Like This Cause I Dont Want Him Thinking That I Still Have Feelings For My Ex Even Though I Dont ;; But That Pain He Left Is Still There .. It Left A Scar In My Heart


     


jayleen

August 18, 2011


Thanks ;; * Its Not Your Fault :/ And Im Sorry For You Too :/ And Yeah I Know How You Feel .. I Wish I Had Never Left Him :( Its Been Over A Year And Im Still Depressed Because Of Him ;; I Have A Boyfriend Now And He Makes Me Happy But I Still Wish I Was With My Ex Carlos ;; Because He Made Me Really Happy But Ever Since We Broke Up,I Barely Smile Or Anything Anymore ;;


     


heather feather

August 16, 2011


so sorry hun, im going threw the same exact thing except im 17 my bf is 19 and i left him and wish i had not.


     


Nicole

July 09, 2011


I'm 14, And I Had My First Love At 13 . Yesh , I Would Say Everything Gets Better As You Get Older But That'd Be Lying And I Don't Wanna Give You False Hope Babe. But You Will Fine A Guy That Cares About You As Much As You Care About Carlos. Because My First Love Doesn't Love Me Anymore And Till This Day I Cry Myself To Sleep, And I Know 2 Guys That Love Me The Way I Love The Guy That Left Me. Yes , I Realize The Guy I Love Thinks I'm Crazy Now For Writing Him Letters, Crying All The TIme. ect. Because The 2 Guys That Like Me Do That And It Does Get On My Nerves But They Have Very Good Intentions For Doing What They Do. As Well As You Do Too .(: Carlos Is Never Gonna Care Hun , Trust Me . But You'll Find Someone. I PROMISE. <3. Hope Everything Works Out. -Try To Support "To Write Love On Her Arms" It'll Make You Feel A Little Better. I Support Themmm(:


     


Paige

July 03, 2011


Ohhh, I remember when I was 13! You dont know what love is! You should be out playing sports or hanging with your friends. And never let a boy come between you and you bestfriend. I seen it happen in grade school...not a pretty sight...soooo much unneeded drama! Our class was full of enough drama! lol vut yea go play soccer or something


     


BrandeeLynn

June 23, 2011


Oh, don't you hat eit when people tell you to shut up becasue your young. Let me tell you I did, becuase looking baack, I did know just about everything that had to do with love at 13. And you know, I have a similar story to yours, and i know how you feel when you say you cry and can't breath. I have been there, done that. I can make you a promise though, it get's better with time. I swear on my left pinky.(: With Love, brandeeee. I hope you can cheer up too.


     


BigMark

June 07, 2011


How Funny! You are 13 and do not know even the tiniest little bit about anything approaching love. You are just two kids playing relationship. Quit worrying about dating and enjoy being a kid. Save the heartache for when you are an adult and can understand it.


     


Sag

May 31, 2011


this is hilarious, you are THIRTEEN years old!! what do you even have going on in your life at that age? LOL. but i hope you feel better, you have lots of years dating better people ahead of you!