For Mike And Tiffany

December 30, 2010 @ (Arizona)

Tags: suicide, secretary

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Dear Mike, Since you refuse to take my calls and you have blocked my email, I am left with no options but this. I know you will read this, because you chose to end our relationship on this site and I know you enjoy reading these things. First, I was devastated when you disappeared on Christmas Eve, so much so I had a spontaneous miscarriage. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I was going to tell you everything on Christmas morning, sort of your present from me. Mike, my dearest love, the reason I had been eating so much, and gaining weight was because I was pregnant with our child. When we were in Milan, I hadn't taken my birth control for a while. That was on purpose. After out fight in August about having kids, I really thought about it, and I decided to make some changes in my life. I wanted to show you I was committed to you, so I made the decision to get pregnant. (That is why those sheets were special to me. Our baby was conceived on them.) I'm so sorry that I just didn't tell you sooner, but I wanted to be sure I could carry it to term. Mike, I was so scared about bringing a child into this messed up world. When I lost my parents at 6 years old, I promised I would never make my children grow up the way I did. That is why I told you I never wanted to have a child. Mike, I'm sorry, I was afraid I would fail as a parent. And now, I'm sorry, I have done exactly that. Mike, they did all they could, but she was just too early. She lived for a few minutes, just long enough for me to hold her. Mike, she was so beautiful. She had your nose. I could see both of us in her tiny face. I named her Sarah Rose, after your G-Mom.
Mike, please forgive me for not telling you everything sooner. I did so want to make this Christmas a new beginning for us. I had already told Max, I was quitting after the new year. That is why I was pushing Tiffany so hard; she was to take my place when I left the company. Please tell her to call Max, the job is still hers.
Mike, I just wanted you to know, you are and will always be my forever love. I never wanted anything in this world but to make you happy. I realize now I have failed at that too.
You asked for a present for Tiff's and your child. So here it is. I've left everything to you, the house in Tahoe will be paid off, and everything else is here in Scottsdale. I've signed everything into your name. I've always known I never "fit" in this world, and now that you are gone, I see no reason to continue this charade. I wish all three of you all the happiness possible.
Please go to the bird lady's house and get Pete and Polly. I told her they now belong to you. I am going now to be with our little girl. Maybe, if there really is a heaven, we will all be together some day. Until then, I will always be loving you and looking over you. My dearest love, farewell.

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Faif

February 04, 2011

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Whoever made this up: good job! Very entertaining!

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Dezzy

January 27, 2011

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OMG... those two are jackasses... I heard this girl committed suicide... so sad =[

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Judy

January 15, 2011

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You literally gave him everything, after all he's done to you. If I were you, I wouldn't have done that and just moved on. Sure, relationships and break ups get tough, but firstly, you shouldn't think of suicidal thoughts (as to what seems like your saying) because like I always told myself after a break up, if I'm not dead, doesn't mean I can't love anymore. As painful&hard it may seem to move on, that's just how life is. You can't have everything you want, and nothing will just be handed down to you that easily. Only you can make it better.

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John L.

January 12, 2011

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Life is but a blink of an eye and then we are gone. While you love him and want to be with him do you really think that is what is best for you right now? You have some things within yourself that you really need to address first. Think about this. Does suicide do anything for you? not really? it merely hurts those who knew you and then what... nothing. You may think no one cares about you well then let me tell you that I do and many others do. While we may not be there for you in person we are still here. You have a purpose, you have a future. But you must live in order to find that. I felt the same way myself but as a Christian let God decide when it is your time. Believe in yourself, believe in the future and know that you are loved and that there are people who care about what happens to you. I will say a prayer for you but you must decide that ya know what Life is worth LIVING. Yeah it hurts worse than hell but we live, mature, and learn every day. Now get your stuff back and get back on the road of lie. It wont be easy but remember God is right there. : )

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Evan Marz

January 03, 2011

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What a fucking selfish cunt you are. You decided to get pregnant? What about him? Guess what you cunt, he's on the line for 18 years of child support just because your psycho ass decides to go off birth control. Thank god you miscarried. Seriously you would make an unfit mother and have already proven to be an unfit human. Hopefully you'll do what you say you're going to do. Thanks for thinning the heard.

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katt

January 03, 2011

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is this for real??? I admit he fucked up royally n that was DISGUSTING of him, but ur story sounds like bullshit...maybe u were prego n what n couldve definitely miscarry...but holding it n namong it n giving him everything??? a lil much...especially to go be w ur angel now?? so suicide??? Ok, cuz he's worth taking ur life...wow...u need some self esteem!!

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slmvp

January 01, 2011

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Please dont do it. You will get over him and go on with your life. I know how you feel. I have been in your shoes. Dont do it. New year. God Bless you.

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Patty

January 01, 2011

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My dear, it's 2011. Lets make this a good year. Forget that jerk.

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